Lost Video Island

[nikkimonique]

awww Abby, I'd go to the movies with you! I feel the same lately...I hardly see my friends...they just seem to be too busy for me. I have one good friend...but she has issues so when I do see her it usually all about her all the time. But I really need some new RL friends...I've been feeling really lonely these days...and disconnected from everyone. At least I have you guys!!
I love you guys!!

Oh and Charlie.....that is really sucky...stuff like that always seems to happen in 3 with me! Its like You gotta be F**cking kidding me?!?!?!
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[Charmed_Charlee]

Awww sorry to hear that Abby

I've only really had to deal with wanting to go see films no one else wants to so I just download them, I can see where you're coming from as it must be annoying, I'm ok though because my friends don't go to the cinema without me tehe, and it's mainly me that arranges going out

Yeah Nikki, I think when one thing goes wrong about 10 others also have to

[NepEnut]

Awww....maybe I'll just have to move to New Mexico and then you and i can hang out Nikki! Hehe

I know how you feel about your friends being busy. My best friend lives about an hour & a half away, so I don't get to see her that often. I try to either get her to come up here or go down there, but it seems like she's always got something going on these days. Plus, she's got a boyfriend now, so she's seeing him a lot too, and I think I just kind of get left by the wayside, which I understand, but it's still annoying.

Needy, selfish friends are annoying too....

I have that same problem too sometimes, Charlie and that irritates me as well. Most of the time, it's with the indie movies I want to see. I'll ask my best friend if she wants to see it and she'll be like "Um...not really." So I'm just left waiting until it comes out on DVD. I've just had issues with going to the movie theater by myself. I've done it a few times, and it's not horrendously bad, it's just....awkward. And I feel really lame when I have do it.
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[Jemmz]

Awww Abby, that happened to me last weekend actually. I wanted to go see Superhero movie and had no one to go with. Luckily, the friend I asked was able to go afterall but I felt pissed off 'cause I much prefer to go with friends like you said. I know how you feel though, it's sucks

[SassyLostie2]

Omg, how annoying is this?? My jealousy radar is going crazy right now. I got a comment for my Joker Vid.

"For the love of god dont make another project like this ,i urge u for the good of man kind !!!. Wait i think i hear steven speilberg knocking on ur door . Oh no its me and my fist is ready to fly through the door into ur face .u should get a job or a better hobby because to be honest with you it was shit , a large feline with retardism could probley of produced sumthing more gripping and spectacular ."

Out of 40 comments, I've had 39 extremely positive ones, and then this jerk decides to be an ass and flame me for no reason. If they actually had real crit, I might take it into consideration and employ it next time, but seriously, this was just an idiotic act of jealousy, or just need to stir things up. lol I'm not angry about it, kind of a cross between amused and annoyed. xD! How pathetic of them. I just don't get why they needed to do this in the first place?

If he had spoken in an intelligent way and spelled everything correctly, it wouldn't have been so annoying. Even if he was just as rude and mean, if he had a good argument, I could have respected his opinion more.
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[nikkimonique]

What a freak Sassy! Block his ass!!
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[Charmed_Charlee]

Omgosh Sassy, what a werido

[SassyLostie2]

I deleted his comment, Nikki. If he tries to bother me again, I'll block him. Why are YT people such jerks for no reason? lol It makes no sense. Why is it so much fun to randomly insult people and start fights?

Yeah, Char, he really is. lol I have no idea what was up with that.

Still laughing about the retarded cat comment. xD Or about him wanting to punch me in the face. Wth? This dude must be reeeaaallly bored and have no life to just randomly flame things like that.
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[Jemmz]

Ugh he sounds like a bloody moron. "retardism" lol. I don't know why people like that just like to flame. And they're always the same. Ignorant, can't spell, aggressive and generally just a pain in the arse. It's a shame there are people like that ._.

Anywho, I came here to make my own rant My first day back today at school and first day in year 11 and JHC, it got from bad to worse (so like a normal day at school then ¬_¬)

It was okay in tutor but GOD, it was just a day of moaning, everyone moaned at us, everyone complained about us. In assembly this morning we got the "You fail your GCSE's you fail at LIFE" speech and then he (the head teacher) added cheerily "enjoy the school year!" lol, wtf? After that speech we get "enjoy the year"? Like something out of a comedy. Then our new head of year spoke and complained that when walking in we didn't WALK like year elevens, we don't LOOK like year elevens. WTF. And then she told all the boys to shave O_O So that pissed me off a tad.

And then my English teacher moaned at us about coursework and more stuff about "if you fail your exams blah blah blah" And my damn "friend" and her 'boyfriend' kept kicking me from behind and poking me and annoying me and I have a bad temper so I just snapped and started yelling at them and so that was annoying ¬_¬

And then our head of science was having a go at all of us. But I don't remember what because after a while you learn to "drown" it out.

And in art my teacher was moaning about us being noisy and calling us embarassing and stuff like that. And he's so annoying because he makes us do several things at the same time. Like, okay I have to finish my portfolio work. Fine. But then he says we have to plan for our main piece. And I have to finish work I haven't got done and I have to complete my art book with lame drawings (had to finish it last year, still only just half way through) Why did I take this course? Why did I take any course? It's too much stress 'cause now I have alot of hw I cba to do and I'm not in the mood to do anything. It's made me really stressed and angry.

What didn't help was some of my "friends" and people I know giving me little random insults. Like I need that. I'm self conscious enough already without them pointing stuff out about how I look. Give me a f*cking break. From all of it. Ugh. First day back and already like

Anyway, I'll stop complaining with my petty problems. I really don't get how everyone else can cope, it's like I'm the only one who's not.

[Charmed_Charlee]

Awww sorry about that Jemma
Sounds like that I had first day back in Year 11 last year, with the whole about failing GCSE's and stuff, and yeah we had the whole not looking like year 11's for ages, and that we were never setting any good examples.

I was told though that going through your GCSE's is meant to be one of the most stressful times of your life. I'm sure you'll pull through, when year 11 can be real shitty when you have all this work to do to lead up to your exams but it's worth it when you see your results and you know your hard work pulled off

I know what you mean about feeling stressed though because I had that, and deadlines were looming, but then I think what helped me was passing some exams a year early and then also in November it gave me some free lessons to help.

I hate that when you're not in the mood and you get these lil nitty comments from friends and their times where you want to just tell them to shove it

At least it's your first day over and done with, and their usually the worst

*hugs*

[nikkimonique]

awww Sweetie *hugs* I know that feeling...I used to always get so overwhelmed the first day back at University b/c I'd go to all my new classes and look at the syllabus of all the work that was required that semester and it was all so overwhelming and like ugh "I can do this" "Its too hard!" But you'll get through it...I always felt like it got easier after the first month back!
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[Jemmz]

Ah thank you Nikki and Charlie *hugs back* The little things just really get to me, and then on top of the big things like exams that really scare me and everyone seems cool about it and I'm just there like I'm also a very sensitive and anxious thing, lol so that doesn't help. I'm glad to hear that it will get better, I hope it will. Thanks again you guys It felt better to rant! And I've got some of the homework out the way now though it took me ages ;_;

[SassyLostie2]

Aww, Jemma. I'm sorry you're day was suck-ish. *hugs* I totally know the feeling. I had a weird/bad day too.

Warning, the following rant is basically a novel.

My bad day started at like midnight last night (technically, very early this morning, so it's like, a mega bad day). First, I realized I didn't have any clothes, so at like 10pm, I started a load of laundry. I felt bad, cuz I didn't want to wake up my parents, cuz the washer/dryer is in the middle of the house and can seem very loud at night, but I needed clothes! I know my mom usually doesn't like me to do it, but I rarely do... so I figured it was ok this time. So I got the load of laundry washed, then put them in the dryer. While this was happening, my sister just couldn't fall asleep (and hasn't been able to for a few days), so she decided to go into my mom's room around midnight, just as I was getting in the shower. Of course, she woke up my mom, who noticed the dryer was running and so she came over and walked into the bathroom while I was in the shower and started getting annoyed with me about washing my clothes this late. I apologized right away and said I felt bad, but I could tell she was cranky cuz she got woken up. Then she started to talk about my sis not being able to fall asleep, and mentioned that it's my doing cuz because I'm usually up late and I might be disturbing her sleep schedule, even though it's never been a problem before this week. I was trying to be nice about it, and try and solve the problem, figure it out etc, and I'm sure she didn't mean to sound so annoyed/like she was attacking me, but it did and she just got more annoyed. I can't blame her, she was woken up at midnight. So anyway, we ended up arguing for like the next HOUR. And she kept mentioning how now she wasn't gonna be able to fall asleep which made me feel even worse. I feel bad that she got woken up, but still!

So, I finally get to bed, and I can't sleep at all. I was really uncomfortable for some reason, and kept tossing and turning. I wasn't nervous about school, I just couldn't sleep! So basically, I got no sleep, got out of bed at 5am, done even trying to get some rest. I was exhausted, feeling kinda sick, but I was alright for the most part.

I get to school and my Spanish 2 teacher is a really nice guy, but he spoke in ALL Spanish. Like 90% of the class was in Spanish. Maybe 85%. And he didn't explain what he was saying, he just kept talking. I'm not fluent yet, and I haven't spoken Spanish since June! No review, he just started talking and asking questions and I did my best to muddle through it.

10 minutes after class ended, I sat through my philosophy class. It wasn't horrible, but it wasn't amazing. Nothing much to report there.

Then I made my way to Political Science class. The room was crammed full of people, it was a whole fiasco figuring out who was actually registered and who just decided to crash. The crashers were taking up all the desks... ugh. So that took forever. Then it took the whole rest of the class to just discuss the syllabus, and my teacher kept staring at me. Like, a lot. Not in a creepy way, just...weird. I don't get it. Once he stopped talking and just stared at me for like 10 seconds, mid lecture, just staring. Then he said (still looking right at me) "I was going to discipline you, but I forgot what I was going to do it for, so I guess it wasn't important." And I'm sitting there, embarrassed and shocked, cuz all I was doing was freaking SITTING AND LISTENING!! I couldn't think of anything I had done! So I was even more self conscious the rest of the hour he rambled on about the freaking syllabus, we didn't even get to chapter 1 like the other classes had! So yeah... I felt really awkward, and after class I asked my friend Cole what I had done, and he said he thought that the teacher was talking to the whole class about something, cuz he had mentioned cheating before, but I honestly don't understand wth he was talking about, and he was looking me dead in the eye!

So, I get out of that class, thank God. Call my mom to take me home, and she sounds annoyed for some reason, but I figure it's not me. She asks if it's ok if she finishes eating lunch ebfore she picks me up, and I say it's fine, thinking it's gonna be 15 minutes or something... I wait in the sun for 40 minutes, then I call her again. She says she hasn't even left yet. I wait 25 more minutes and she finally gets there and picks me up. I was annoyed, and a little short with her when she said sorry, cuz my dad had called her or something... but jeez! I'm a little pissed right now, but mostly, I feel kinda hurt...I feel like crying.
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[nikkimonique]

awww *big hugs* Come over to my house and have some wine and I'll cook you dinner! Awww I wish you did live close enough so you could hang out with me!!!
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[SassyLostie2]

*hugs Nikki*

I wish I lived close to you too. In fact, I wish I just lived out of this house. I can't wait until I move out next Summer.
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