Lost Video Island

[xgene]

Yeah, don't know if this goes here but whatever (haha, get it, cause we're in the "whatever" forum Oohh SNAP!...yeah you know it's funny ). I'm back, run for the hills!

On a serious note, this is my formal apology to my fellow vidders and forum peeps. Whether you knew about what I am now calling "the incident" (better known as xgene's mental meltdown a few months back) or not, I am just making this post to apologize for it. I was going through... a "difficult" time, more so than other times, but that is still no execuse for what I said. I would like to make it clear that no one specifically "drove" me away, save myself. I just needed a breather as I felt nothing I was saying was coming out the way it was intended, or even being heard.

This is mainly for SuperKC and mistojen as I believe I lashed out at them(sorry, it's all a haze now) So I hope they can forgive me and I hope they know I have always and still hold nothing but respect for their opinions and the videos they have done (despite what may have been perceived differently from "the incident"). Sorry if there's anyone who I've forgotten to apologize to.

Thanks are also in order. To those who PM'd me a while back (you know who you are) I appreciate what each of you said.

So that is it, I hope nothing is weird with me coming back. Peace.
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I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

[cylune]

I'm so glad to see you back xgene!!! I was afraid you were gone forever!!!
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[mistojen]

Wow, xgene...I thought you were gone forever too, and I was really bummed, because some of your vids are REALLY great! I go through phases like that...where everything is ubersensitive. Apology totally accepted on my part. Welcome back
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[SuperKC]

I'm so glad to see you back xgene! You know that I felt really badly about everything. And I totally forgive you and I hope you can forgive us. I mean sometimes we forget that there are real live people behind these screens!

There's no reason for it to ever realy escalate that far.

*gives you brownies & a smile*

Welcome back!

[Polarbear]

Great to see you back xgene!! I think you probably did go over the top a bit but it wasn't just you to blame imo. Hope you enjoy your time here this time
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[xgene]

Polarbear wrote:

I think you probably did go over the top a bit

Haha, yeah, just a wee little bit over the top

Thanks for the welcome back all, I'm glad to see some old "faces" again What can I say, the creative bug bit me and I wanted to come back.

Oh SuperKC, I really wish you would stop thinking I ever blamed you or anyone else in that matter. Sure I got upset but that was hardly the case in my leaving. So you shouldn't need to seek any forgiveness from me, but I'll gladly take those brownies and a smile as a peace between us

Whew, there's a major load off my mind
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I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

[SuperKC]

Hehe. Now I want REAL brownies!

[Aislynn]

Yay, xgene is back! So glad to see you again!

[xgene]

Aislynn wrote:

Yay, xgene is back! So glad to see you again!

Oh Yay!! Aislynn!! Glad to be back
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I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

[Hobbes]

I may not know about this incident you speak of xgene, but I do know that you are (already) an awesome vidder so good to have you back!

[IntoTheVoid]

I wonderd where you went xgene, glad you're back! I remember you said somethinga while back in the I Do Episode Descussion thread, and it's stuck in my mind forever:

"Well Jaters, at least you can say Kate only drugs the men she loves ''

LOL! It actually made me feel better as a Jater! (yes the banner is Jacket, i'm kinda in love wit both ships atm.. it's a phase i'm going through..)

Welcome back!
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She does genuinely love him.
And she knows that he would take excellent care of her." - Damon Lindelof

[marcus]

Welcome back xgene.
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It's official - Aislynn is 36. Add a 0 to the end of that and you've got a full circle.

[xgene]

Hobbes wrote:

I may not know about this incident you speak of xgene, but I do know that you are (already) an awesome vidder so good to have you back!

Ha...ha...yeah, best that you don't know. Thanks for the morale boost

IntoTheVoid wrote:

I remember you said somethinga while back in the I Do Episode Descussion thread, and it's stuck in my mind forever: "Well Jaters, at least you can say Kate only drugs the men she loves '' LOL! It actually made me feel better as a Jater! (yes the banner is Jacket, i'm kinda in love wit both ships atm.. it's a phase i'm going through..) Welcome back!

LoL, can't believe you remembered that. Good to know, good to know. Don't worry, I'm sure no one will hold that against you, I for one love Jacket too!! And I'm sure most Skaters will appreciate Jacket, for other reasons

Thanks for the welcome back, again, to all the peeps. *Sniff* I'm truely touched Seriously, I am
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I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

[IntoTheVoid]

And you watch ANGEL? OMG I like you even more!
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"Jack is the guy she should be with.
She does genuinely love him.
And she knows that he would take excellent care of her." - Damon Lindelof

[xgene]

IntoTheVoid wrote:

And you watch ANGEL? OMG I like you even more!

LoL, yeah, I started watching it on my "off time" from Lost. Angelus is the best part of eith Buffy or Angel, IMO.
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I have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams.